Friday, March 10, 2006

Depth

I never noticed your depth
Your ability to continue on forever
has me wandering like I've never seen this place before.
You deepen
You expand
You flow
You surprise
I never noticed your depth
Never seeing this side of you
has me wandering if I really knew you.
I thought you were
my best friend
my confidant
my secret-keeper
the one I tell my hopes to,
share my dreams with...
I never noticed your depth
but here I stand at an opening that is inviting,
yet new.
I want so badly to know you
to love you
to hear you
and to understand you
but everytime I think I do...
I find that I am lost in your depth.
You were created with depth.
Created with mystery,
passion,
hopefulness,
love,
peace,
joy,
and faith...
so when I try to describe you
and define you
when I try to understand you
I find that I really don't know you at all.
I never noticed your depth
but it's true.
You are deep
you are fascinating
you are new
you are wonderful.
And although I cannot explain you,
I see in you!
And I see my friend
my confidant
my secret-keeper,
the one I tell my hopes to,
and share my secrets with.
If you were easily describable I would tire of you
and so in my confusion
and depth finding,
I find that I truly like you.
I see so much in you,
I see so much mystery,
passion,
hopefulness,
love,
peace,
joy,
and faith...
In you I see that you seek to resemble something more
mysterious and more
passionate.
In Whom is all Hope,
all Love,
all Peace
all Joy,
and Faith.
Sometimes, it is scary to think I know you
and find that you have so much depth.
But I take delight that
You were created with a desire to have His depth,
to have His image etched into my very heart.
And although sometimes I think I will never know
what it means to be "me"
I find that the depths
which flow
and overwhelm
are what makes Him delight in me.
I never noticed the depth of my own heart before.

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