Do you ever have those days where you know you missed out on doing something good for someone else?
I felt this way last night after some careful consideration.
I spent the morning at the DMV and the social security office yesterday trying to get my name changed (it is official people, I am a Wang!) and inside of me I has this impulse to be nice to people, talk to people and make the most of my situation.
But instead, I chose to be a complainer and a grumbly occupant of my seat.
It was actually really sad when I was thinking about my day and I felt God saying, "Why are you letting this affect you so negatively?"
And honestly?! I had no reason. I let myself spiral down into a bad attitude
and then I let myself snap at my husband. I know sometimes we have those days where we don't mean to be rude to others but that was not my case. I was crabby because I felt like I had the right to be cranky.
Who wouldn't see my side to this? I thought sitting there.
EVERYONE gets cranky in these situations.But again I felt God nudge me and say, "What right do you have to be angry?" and I realized I had been a Jonah about the day (Jonah from the bible).
Instead of being cool about things and being a nice, smiley person, I chose
CHOSE to follow the crowd of complainers and eye-rollers.
Dang! I missed the chance to be kind.
Do you ever have those moments?