Cultivating

True
Honorable
Just
Pure
Lovely
Commendable
Excellence
Worthy of Praise

i'm having troubles,
staying focused.
why is it that the harder
i look,
the fuzzier I see?
Satisfied at your feet,
not doing but being,
they told me it was
okay to be slightly
out of focus.

But I don't want that.
I want all of You
to have
all of me.
i hate this blurry
vision
or is it my heart that is blurry?

Hedged in, selfish love.
I will be called, "Mine!"
by You alone.
be selfish. be selfish.
Please be selfish.